i can hear the morning birds saying good morning to me.the sky is still dark but dawn will break very soon.used to love the sky at 6 to 630am when i was young coz it fascinates me to see that the sky actually has a colour; blue. the blue sky.will be thrilled to wake up at that hour to run to the window to look at the sky, after which of course, go back to sleep. those naive, innocent and carefree days. childhood.popo made salad the other day and it is very nice. it's just eggs, jap cucumbers, carrot, apple, ham, and mayo and i think i missed out something but i cant remember.so simple yet it leaves you wanting for more.im trying to live each day like there's no tomorrow but i think if there is no tomorrow, i'll probably regret and die but if there is no tomorrow how can i die if im already dead. random.im dont want to take people around me for granted. and i hope im not being taken for granted too.i dont ignore people, not even to the ones i dislike. and i hope i dont get ignored.this hmt essay is making me go crazy. or is it external factors that is making me go crazy.i dont know.i think i sleep too much and i sleep too little.have been feeling giddy the whole darn day.what's wrong man.sweets, food, drinks, nothing helped.the sky is still dark.i think i sound like some fucking emo kid who doesnt have enough sleep and just going on and on here without having the intention to stop.i hate to swear and use vulgarities because i hate to hear them coming out from human mouth out of real anger. oh but i think i just did. if only i can type this easily when it comes to MOTIVATION HMT ESSAY. hmm...my grandfather was a famous calligrapher when he was on earth. anyone interested in buying pieces of calligraphy? haha.he is so cute la. saved me from so many incidents when i was supposed to be beaten for being naughty when i was young. cute gong gong and the best gong gong i could ever ask for. :) i bet he must be looking down at me from the above smiling. :D heylo!! once in awhile you get reminded by the people who left you, the pet the dog who left you and there you find yourself at the bottom of the pit thinking the world is so far up, you cant reach. got to learn how to not entertain those thoughts and lift your head high again.it's already 6 but why aren't the sky blue yet. it's still as dark as dark chocolate.it would be funny if now my IE crashed and i didnt save this entry. i'll probably faint. haha.watched Chowdown in school today and the way they eat those hotdog bunsss was wow.Strategy: pour water onto the buns and eat them soggy. the winner ate 7 and 3 others ate 5 so they have to have eat some more to determine the winner. HA! poor thing. i guess it's stressful enough to be eating in front of so many people man.what else what else.went to np library to do my proj while hwee study and we needed to go buy coffee coz we were both so sleepy from i dont know what. could be the ban mian, could be the sunrise, could be the air in the library, could be anything.no choice, relented to asking this lecturer-looking guy beside our table to look after our stuff for awhile.you should have seen how reeeeeluctant and act-dilema he looked man. machiam we are promoters asking him to buy stuff.hwee assured him with a '5minutes' and he was like okay, 5 mins.i feel that im being very mean here because afterall he did do us a favour but yet im talking ill of him. okay, i apologise to you uncle. have a nice day today yea..calamol lotion is the same as calomine lotion i think. same smell and same effect.oh did i mention com law lesson is in less than 3 hours. yea it is.okay bye im going off to motivate myself for MOTIVATION man.
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