the mango village; /\/\e|

hugashaka hugashaka!!

i know you guys are happy for him, immersing in the love your son's voice and song.
i just can't take it down that it is not real talent that created Singapore's Idol. History just keeps repeating itself. This should or rather better should be my last time dwelling on this issue. enough. moving on.

i'm on a quest. a beautiful quest.
a happy quest. alone? maybe.

loving my body is the soil and ground,
my roots are shaking,
shifting and yielding towards that other green patch of grass.

body, i still adore and respect you, no worries. :)

this new year is really quite new to me.
i kinda like it in a strange way.
more changes will come in time to come,
and i am sure or i want to be able to be strong enough to adjust.
i will.

today was the first day i wore bulky headphones out in the open! in the bus! on the roads!
haha.. ok la. didn't care what people might think. just wanna enjoy my music.

tmr is my first day of school and im excited for it but i thought i got no mood for school to start but at the same time, i want to get back to those listening in class kinda thing. haha.
it was a long sentence i know. :)

oh yea. i was bored at home so i went to youtube stuff like human body dissection and body embalment, etc.
at first, i was scared to watch it but at the same time, curious.
the sight of that lifeless corpse was not that overwhelming, really. behind every shell, was a human who led its own life, striving for his/her own desires and needs, sometimes hurting and detrimental to others, sometimes sweet and thoughtful for others. hmm.
after all those commotion, emotions die down, feelings fade.
new beginnings.
i mean you have to.

look what those videos have done to me. haha. well well.

next up!
sunset sunshine sunflower sundress sunkist!

:D :) :D :) :D :)

God Bless
lovesMEL

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11:48 PM