the mango village; /\/\e|

it is finally the time to say bye to an old environment and say hi to a new one.

pasir ris, i love pasir ris.
i love how quiet it is compared to other areas with heartland shops and all.
not that i dislike crowds, i love chinatown!
i guess i was enjoying the best of both worlds all this while, without appreciating it!

my house was a refuge at times of my life,
my room was a bomb shelter when i needed protection and closure and peace and alone time.
i loved all im in my own world once that door is shut.
i lie in bed writing my diary, talk on the phone till i hear the morning birds with my love, sit on my comfy bed stoning, watch tv all day just lying in bed.

i wanna record my feelings about this shift this move so i can let it all outta my chest.
it will be like out, over and done. no more regrets and memories can happily set in my heart :)

today, i took the usual route home, mrt all the way to pasir ris and then the only bus, No.3 to my house bus stop.
this time, things were different, i was seeing all the things i passed.
i was merely looking in the past.

the only thing making me have butterflies in my stomach (in a not so good way) is that im unable to return to a place, to a room in PASIR RIS! no more mrt rides to pasir ris with the thought of going home and no more No.3 and all the passings of views and scenery that i've been seeing all these years. hmm.

the view out of my window is awesome! those blue sky and fat clouds. i took many nice photos of it but it is in that phone that was stolen!!! i haven got time to upload to my com yet :(

but oh wells, even if i have the photos, i wont be looking at it everyday thinking how nice it is to be staying there and it is also not like my new place dont have the view of blue sky and fat clouds!! right!? yes. haha..

i dont have very nice neighbours to start of with so not much of a loss though.
and all those memories of my very fond memories shall stay in my heart and mind. my brain cells will manage them.

honey, chocolate, boyboy, cats, baby, mum, young mel, tears, laughter, joy, sorrow, all in, all into my heart! :)

okay that's all~

byebye good night!

God Bless
lovesMEL

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