the mango village; /\/\e|

it is truly sweet ♥ :)

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i haven blogged for quite some time. HIATUS? haitus? hahaha.. anyways. here are some updates.. i feel that i have so much to say so i think i should better blog it. keeps me sane.

Boyboy left for heaven to join Honey :')
i was sure about the decision i made.
i googled "how to know when to put your dog to sleep" and i was surprised at what i found..
the websites and experiences of other owners gave me strength and of course, strength from my Father, it was the courage i needed to say Yes that is what i think is best for my boyboy.. it was as if he knew. i could sense peace from him, around him.
now i know he is happily running around AGAIN with his fully restored little paw paws and hanging his tongue out when he is tired from all the running.. oh yes, he will have his favourite towel knot up there to bite when he wants to! :) food may not be needed anymore and i always imagine vast endless green pastures awaiting dogs when they race up to heaven's Furry Friends' Land. :'(

♥ you always boyboy (xiu hong hong (small bear bear) >.< )
ok enough else i can really go on and on.

I'm giving tuition to two indian kids.
I went JB during the weekend. It has been many years since i last went man..
it was fun, shopped with girls and then we gathered with the guys to eat and all.
journey there was a little jammed, journey back was alright. fast :)
i wanna read something that will bring tears to my eyes. happy tears. ok random.
what else what else.. hmm.. oh i bought new years clothes and bags and bras.
spent a lot on a collection of it from triumph. $xxx(!) ~~feels~~ felt happy.
it is an investment i guess.

CNY is coming. I have so far walked the chinatown hua shi thrice and im quite done with it.
Met up with some of my girls for dim sum and chilling session and it felt good to be gathered again. topics followed every topic. Haha.. We could go and all. they are the ones whom i can be who i am and still love me for who i am. I try to stay real as i can because i suck at pretending.
as years past, i realise it is a little hard to show the mel deep inside. And when she is not being appreciated and being taken advantage of, fences, walls, barriers, rock walls, what have you, automatically form themselves. When im not understood, i shut myself. hmm.. yup.

Love
is about respecting each other
putting him/her before yourself
makes you feel better about yourself
makes you feel you are on top of the world
makes you feel confident; even more confident from the extra lovin support you are getting
embraces all your imperfections
accepts all your flaws
enhances your strengths and brings out the best in you
warms your heart and brings butterflies to your stomach
has to be shared, but, it can be one-sided too
makes you cry and laugh
makes you sad and elated
brings heartaches and palpitations
endures all trials and temptations
and most importantly,
stays the same, never changes and only increases over time.

while sweetness comes after bitterness,
why does bitterness have to follow sweetness?
while time makes it stronger,
why does it has the power to change things too?
why is it so easy for flaws to imprint than all other goodness?
why can't it be simple and plain old fashioned.
i like old fashioned. hee.

lalala..

ah! i caught 14 Blades few days ago and i liked it.. the story line was quite nice and i liked how the whole good triumph evil kinda thing. and donnie yen is great. i liked his image too.

God Bless
lovesMEL

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