i will deal with it, myself.stupid stress, i got you under control.
i need no dependence.
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so it is MC and WIL2 due on friday and saturday.
MC is a killer. WIL2 still manageable; one of those like HRM you know you can smoke your way through and one day is all you need. but not MC man.
so i havent got time to post bkk pictures yet. soon.
i was at raffles city just now and i still love that place! now with the renovations, it looks different no more familiar feeling but still i love R.C.
i bought a toy at PetLovers (i think) for Baobao girl and she loved it! she always liked those knotty toys that she can just lie there and bite the day away. haha.
pretty angry with myself for the past few days for being unproductive but i kinda tried my best.
distractions and difficulties with understanding what the projects wanted drained me mentally and a little physically. horrible sleeping hours. slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 9am. im so tired now but i need to get some MC done so tomorrow will be easier! :)
i was at far east square doing my assignment. the shops were closed. it was just me and the silence and the occasional by-passers into that air-conditioned lane. great. so i think i need some place really quiet to get things done. plus knowing something good awaits after you have put in hard work does help. helps in keeping my mood up and keeping away the stress for a while.
i was on facebook the other day and saw some friends' comments about their work blahblah but one caught my eye. she was having lunch at brisbane. it is part of her job; flying around, seeing the world, gaining experience, opened to all sorts of people. how i wished that instant i was somewhere else, sitting at a cafe maybe or on some green pasture..reading a book or looking at sheeps run around, or be in one of my favourite countries hong kong or hawaii.
learn their hula dance, get a tan, look like them, learn their language, and relive my memories as a 9 year old when i was there.
awesome!
for now i can stop dreaming and get down to assignments. anything else has to wait for now.
ok a good solid hour and i will go sleep to prepare myself for tmr!
gogogo !
im better already! woot!
popopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopo popo. :(
:) ? :) :D
God Bless
lovesMEL
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