the mango village; /\/\e|

Here I am again!

I'm blogging again because I'm quite bored and being alone at home isn't helping.
I feel like going out but the time is limited so I might as well stay home and especially when I don't have anywhere to go too. My stomach still is getting stomaches and it is very irritating. To relief it, I either have to hug my stomach or knees and wait for the pain to subside or go to the toilet, which is also making me sick of it. Going in a few times a day for that purpose is not right.
But I refuse to see a doctor because I don't want to eat anymore pills! :'(

The maid is giving us problems with her sly ways and lies and indifferent attitude to the whole matter. I feel cheated and angry. So angry I feel like unleashing myself on her and be a lot of scariness to her. But I can't. I just have to pretend that all is fine in case she decided to kill us or poison us. I don't like having maids but there isn't really a choice now.

Maybe a sibling will help? Maybe I can adopt a sibling? Can I do that? Or can I get someone from HongKong here to help? Ha ha ha... Lots of options aren't there. I'm spoilt with choice.
Who say I need help in the first place! I can do this on my own. I've been mentally strong enough till now so yea?! Problems will arise but there are always solutions and nothing is too big nor too small for Him to handle it for us. Have faith, Mel. And pray.

I've been having diarrhea since 26th last month so it is the 11th day today!
It's not as bad as the first week where even my appetite was affected.
Maybe I really really need to stick to plain porridge kinda food.
Macaroni soup etc. I love macaroni soup. I've been having it for 2 days this week. Plain yet yummy and very appetising.

To top it off, my human cycle clock has been irregular. I think it is due to stress 2 weeks ago.
I'm not talking about my sleep here.

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Many places in Singapore were flooded today. It's a good day to stay home.
Popo had planned to attend a celebration just around the block later and the tent actually collapsed just awhile ago. Thank God the event have not started and the people have not reached else it may be something I dare not think of.

I'm so hungry now and my stomach is hurting again. Gotta go.

God bless
Mel

sneezed and yawned at same time at
5:33 PM